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Alex waits on the train platform. She searches through the contacts on her phone and calls two of her former dates, but neither of them wants to see her. Alex thinks about when Simon asked her to leave and convinces herself that he doesn’t want to break up; he just wants a break. She decides to give Simon six days of a break and then to reach out to him again at his annual Labor Day party. The train pulls into the station and several young people disembark. Two young men waiting on the platform with Alex greet them. Alex pretends to be part of the group.
The house they stay at is crowded and filthy. Alex comforts a drunk girl crying over a boy in the bathroom. Alex gets drunk with the others. She swims in the dirty pool. She constantly checks her phone but has no messages from Simon. At night, Alex looks around the house for a place to sleep. She sees a young man asleep on his own and takes the other half of his pull-out couch.
In the morning, Alex wakes up first. As she’s looking through the man’s wallet, he wakes up and catches her. She pretends that they hooked up and that she had been looking for his ID because she forgot his name. They have sex. She goes downstairs, where the other girls are gathered. They confront her for hooking up with Matt, the crying girl’s boyfriend. Alex explains that she didn’t know and the girls figure out that Alex doesn’t know anybody in the house.
As Alex walks away from the house, she recalls the last time she saw Dom. He had left her alone in his apartment, and she had taken his money and his drugs. The money and the drugs are long gone and there’s no way for her to repay him. Alex’s phone isn’t working. She goes to the beach, where she notices a group of teenagers partying. One of the boys invites her to join them. She drinks and eats with them, pretending she’s staying nearby. The boy introduces himself as Jack, and he gets her number.
Alex stays on the beach overnight. When she sees headlight of a car, she worries that Dom has somehow tracked her down. She recalls a friend she made when she first moved to the city and wonders where she is now.
The next day, Alex wanders around. A man pulls up in a car, recognizing her. It’s Nicholas, the house manager of one of Simon’s friends, George. Alex pretends that her bike was stolen and that she’s still staying with Simon. When Nicholas offers her a ride to Simon’s, she pretends to be dizzy, so Nicholas takes her to George’s house. Though George and his wife are out of town, Nicholas stays at the house to take care of it. At the house, Nicholas cooks food for Alex. Nicholas tells Alex about being an actor and working for George to make money for his daughter. He stays in a staff apartment on the property. He offers to drive her back to Simon’s, and Alex asks him if she can stay and hang out. She explains that she’s been fighting with Simon and needs a break. She asks Nicholas not to tell George. Though Nicholas seems uncomfortable, he graciously agrees to let her stay a bit longer.
Alex lounges by George’s pool. She waves to the landscaper, but he looks away. After waking from a nap, she asks Nicholas to show her the staff apartment. In his apartment, she stays silent, certain that the silence will make Nicholas too uncomfortable to ask her why she’s still there and not at Simon’s house. Nicholas and Alex drink alcohol and consume cocaine together. They go back into the main house for gelato. Alex admires George’s collection of priceless art. They are carefully preserved with UV light, but not behind any case. Alex touches the painting with her fingertip and leaves a tiny mark that defaces the painting.
Nicholas lets Alex sleep over with him in the staff apartment. But he tells her that he sees through her and knows what she’s doing. When he asks her why she is the way she is, she can’t respond because “there [i]sn’t any reason, there ha[s] never been any terrible thing” (131). In the morning, Nicholas calls her a car to bring her to Simon’s house, but she has the driver drop her off on a random curb.
Alex returns to the beach. She wants to get into a private club where there’s food. She befriends a child on the beach named Calvin Spencer and tells his nanny that she’s a friend of the family. Calvin and his family are members, and Alex uses Calvin to get into the club. Calvin and Alex order food and charge it to the Spencer family account. Alex takes Calvin to the bathroom, where she finds a lost purse. She steals the cash inside. Calvin and Alex play in the swimming pool, where Calvin meets a friend from school, Luca. Luca is with his older sister, Margaret, who introduces herself to Alex. Margaret watches Calvin while Alex excuses herself to the bathroom to take another painkiller. The club bartender invites Alex into his car to smoke weed. They hook up in his car, but Alex stops before they have sex. She worries she’s been away from Calvin for too long, but when she returns to the pool, Calvin’s nanny is walking away with him. Alex tells herself she did nothing wrong, just played with a child and got him ice cream. Alex isn’t sure where to go next, but when she sees Margaret she comes up with an idea.
Alex has convinced herself that she can while away a few days in the Hamptons before reuniting with Simon at his Labor Day party. But trying to survive without money, a place to stay, food, or a support system presents a significant challenge. In trying to find a solution, Alex creates more problems for herself. What’s more, there’s no guarantee that Simon does want her at his party, if he’s even still thinking about her. This plan highlights Alex’s desperation: She’s willing to be unhoused for a week on the slim chance that Simon might welcome her back after some time off.
Alex is a gifted liar. However, sometimes her lies work against her. Because she always tells people that she’s staying with Simon, or with a friend, she makes it harder for herself to explain why she’s seeking help from them. Alex’s lies to others turn into lies she tells herself. She forces herself to believe her own lies because she is desperate and out of other options. Cline, exploring the theme of Illusion and Deception Masquerading as Truth, suggests that Alex’s self-delusion is a necessary part of her survival, but it is also counterproductive, enabling her to live in a dream world rather than reckon seriously with her problems.
Alex is pragmatic, recognizing and seizing opportunities as they come to her. Each new person she meets becomes a potential source of food, shelter, or money. Twists of luck are important to the structure of the novel, as they enable Alex to seek out another person, another home, another day to tick off before the Labor Day party. For example, she takes full advantage of Nicholas finding and recognizing her. She understands that Nicholas’s generosity is a requirement of his job, and because Nicholas thinks that Alex runs in his employer’s social circle, he has to be kind to her. Even when Nicholas realizes what she’s up to, he still shares his room with her; hospitality is so ingrained in him that it’s become reflexive even in situations that don’t warrant it. Nicholas relies on George for his living, just as Alex relied on Simon. Both Nicholas and Alex are the glue that holds the elite together, maintaining the facade of luxury and ease. Alex, fully conscious of these dynamics, knows how to twist them to her advantage. Alex’s scenes with Nicholas shed light on the theme of Social Class and Power.
Alex also makes her own luck. By recognizing the type of person who might be susceptible to her charms and skills, Alex keeps herself moving along from house to house, situation to situation. For example, Alex reads the group of young people partying in the Hamptons as naive enough to believe that she’s part of the group. This earn Alex a night with a roof over her head, and even though she’s found out quickly the next morning, it is an example of her special skill in recognizing an opportunity and seizing it. Another example of this is Calvin, who is only a child. Alex’s manipulation of Calvin, a child, takes this deception to another level, emphasizing how desperate she is for food and shelter. While she doesn’t hurt Calvin, her willingness to trick a child and take him away from his caregiver is a dramatic escalation.
Alex is starting to become overwhelmed by her lies and her anxieties. More than once in these chapters, she contemplates the serenity that would come with death, but ultimately determines to keep going. Alex’s anxieties and stresses are further exacerbated by her abuse of drugs. She takes painkillers because they help to relax her, but when she is high, she acts more recklessly, which places her in even more trouble. For example, consuming cocaine with Nicholas makes her so reckless that she defaces a priceless painting, thereby alienating the person who is helping her. Another example of this is when she gets high with the bartender and tells him the truth—that she doesn’t know the Spencer family. Under the influence of drugs and alcohol, Alex is truthful to a fault because she lets her guard down in ways that could get her into more trouble. Her abuse of drugs and alcohol highlights her stress, her unhealthy coping mechanisms, and her inability to regain control of her life. Illusion and Deception Masquerading as Truth can be dangerous, and Alex’s lies are catching up to her.
Alex’s answer to Nicholas’s question adds another layer to her characterization. When he asks her why she is the way she is, Alex doesn’t have a good story about trauma or abuse to explain her destructive behavior. According to her, she’s had an ordinary life. This revelation adds even more mystery to Alex, begging the question of how an ordinary person like her landed in this situation.
Throughout these chapters, Alex is fixated on her broken phone. Her phone is her one true possession—everything else she owns is a gift from Simon. Her phone is her lifeline to Simon and to other people who might help her. Now that it’s broken, she has no choice but to wait in limbo until the Labor Day party. What’s more, she is still frightened of what Dom might do to her. If her phone worked, she would likely see several unanswered and ceaseless texts from him. But because she is unable to see Dom’s texts, Alex becomes more concerned and anxious about the threat he represents.
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