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The next morning, Meredith joins Rachel for meditation again and reflects on the conversation she had with Wit, during which she admitted that she is glad Sarah survived the accident but is sometimes angry that Sarah took Claire out that night. In the present, she decides to continue meditating with Rachel and wants to learn more about finding inner peace. At the end of the meditation session, it is time to head for the beach to execute Pravika’s Assassin elimination plan. However, the plan goes awry, and her target gets away. Meanwhile, Ethan reveals to Meredith who her assassin is, causing her to leave the beach immediately because her assassin is there. She makes it back to the Annex and gets several texts from Ben that compliment her Instagram pictures and request a conversation; however, she has no intention of giving him that opportunity. While scrolling through her Instagram feed, she sees a set of pictures that Wit posted, calling her his “lobster.” She goes to his room and sets up a lobster reference for him with Hannah’s stuffed lobster, and in the process, she realizes that she wants to kiss him.
On her way to eliminate her next target, Wit’s father, Meredith recalls the conversation she had with Wit the previous night. This time, she remembers him telling her that he initially resented the Duprés because he blamed them for his dad pushing him aside. His decision to attend Tulane was primarily to get his dad’s attention. The tactic worked, but he realized it didn’t make him happy the way he expected it to. The narrative returns to the present moment as Meredith casually chats with Wit’s family for a few minutes before pulling her squirt gun on Wit’s father. He takes his elimination in good humor and hands over his target card.
She leaves Wit’s family to get ready for dinner with hers, and along the way, she runs into her new target, Viv, whom she swiftly eliminates. Her target shows disdain for the whole game, to the point where she isn’t even carrying her target card, and as Meredith leaves, she overhears Viv saying that she needs to get off the island. The conversation at dinner with her parents is focused on the game of Assassin, and everyone shares stories about who they eliminated, how the eliminations happened, and their current struggles in getting to their next target.
That night, there’s a party designated for the younger members of the Fox and Dupré families. Luli, Pravika, and Meredith get ready together, and Luli is not pleased to hear that Wit will be attending the party. Meredith chooses to wear a new dress that Sarah gave her “to wow someone,” a dress she never wore for Ben. When the three arrive at the party, they go in different directions—Pravika and Luli to mingle, and Meredith toward Wit.
Meredith and Wit talk about the “lobster" situation—how Hannah had a meltdown that her stuffed lobster had been stolen, so Wit returned it. They keep inching closer to each other, almost holding hands, and Meredith tells Wit that she wants to kiss him. He responds by asking if she wants to leave, which she does. They get away from the party and head back to Wit’s room, where Meredith changes out of the dress and into one of his T-shirts before they share their first kiss.
Meredith wakes up in the middle of the night and hears her phone buzzing. She has received several drunk phone calls and text messages from Ben, who says that he misses her, that “they” were too hasty, and repeats that he would have gone to the wedding with her. She calls him back, tells him off, and then blocks his number, simultaneously accepting and enforcing the fact that Ben will no longer be a part of her life. The next time she wakes up, she and Wit are snuggling. He dislikes her calling him “cutie” and then tells her that she’s pretty. Meredith asks him not to call her pretty or cute or anything that relates to her physical appearance. She starts to leave for meditation, but Wit reminds her that Ian may be lurking in wait for her. He goes to do recon and finds Ian waiting, so she returns to the Annex to check in with her parents.
She and Wit get breakfast at a local restaurant, where they are caught by Sarah and Honey, who are also having breakfast. Meredith wants to leave, but Wit encourages her to stay by admitting that he really likes her. She returns the sentiment and then begins what he calls the “Claire Fox tour” by taking him to Claire’s favorite locations in Paqua, starting with the bookshop.
Wit drives the two of them back from town and maintains a safe speed until the traditional speeding section. When he increases his speed, Meredith has a panic attack and screams for him to slow down; he stops the car, gets out, comes around to the other side, hugs her, and apologizes. He is willing to hand the keys over to her, but she lets him keep driving; she knows that she has to get over her fear of not being in control of the vehicle. While Meredith checks the mailbox for her next target card, Luli arrives, and another argument brews between the two about why Meredith is spending so much time with Wit. This turn of events causes Meredith to lie, saying that she is only associating with Wit to get enough information to win the game of Assassin.
Meredith takes Wit to a secret beach that was one of her favorite spots to go with Claire. While there, she asks about his plans to travel to New Zealand. He tells her that he plans to leave at the end of the summer to pursue an adventure better than the one he was looking for by going to college. Hearing this, her heart breaks a little because she realizes that despite how she feels about him, their situation cannot last past the end of the week, when they must go their separate ways.
Wit goes on an Assassin killing spree after Meredith lends him Claire’s Super Soaker. Meanwhile, Meredith is stuck grocery shopping with Julia and Rachel and cannot make progress in Assassin because she still does not have her previous target’s card. When she returns from the grocery store, her dad is sulking because Wit eliminated him from the game. She has to reassure Wit that her dad won’t stay angry at him forever; he just needs time to get over the indignity of being eliminated.
To give her dad that time, they go out to dinner at a nearby lobster place. Meredith asks one of the waiters to take a picture of them, and one of the shots is of her licking butter off his face. Wit insists on posting this particular picture on Instagram using the hashtag #HitchMeToWitry. Meredith is left wondering what this action says about the status of their growing relationship, since their contact will have to end by the conclusion of the event. Wit returns her to the Annex, where she decides to stay rather than spending the night with him. She finally receives her next target card with a note telling her to “grow up” and ends up going to Wit’s room to spend the night with him despite her previous decision. After a fade-to-black sex scene, Meredith confesses that she cannot sleep in the room she always shared with Claire because it makes her sister’s death too real. She shares her regret that the only thing she talked to Claire about on the day her sister died was Claire’s plan to have dinner with Sarah. She deeply regrets not telling Claire that she loved her or hearing it said back to her one last time.
Meredith begins to undergo real character development in these sections. Her first true moment of inner growth occurs during her first meditation session, in which she considers her feelings and acknowledges the animosity that she has held against Sarah over Claire’s death. In this moment, Meredith grows in both the themes of The Importance of Family and Healing from Trauma and Grief, for by recognizing her own feelings about Sarah’s role in Claire’s death, she opens herself up to the possibility of forgiveness, finally accepting that her relationship with her family is more important to her than holding onto her anger. She also opens herself up to being emotionally ready to forgive Sarah, and this foreshadows the incident that will occur later in the novel, when she finally confronts Sarah and speaks openly about her emotions. In these early stages of the story, however, an initial realization of her feelings is as far as her inner growth will progress, for other activities distract her from her own inner healing.
Meanwhile, Meredith’s various distractions and lack of focus on emotional growth cause her healing, and therefore her progress in Assassin, to stall. In accordance with this connection between the game of Assassin and Meredith’s recovery from her grief, Viv’s willful decision to withhold her target card from Meredith becomes symbolic of Meredith’s inability to heal further. Just as she cannot progress in the game without her next target card, she cannot progress in her healing because she has not taken the necessary steps of communicating with the family and friends she has hurt through her own grieving process. To compound this issue, she is still resistant to acknowledging the deeper reasons behind her feelings, instead accepting the surface-level reason for her grief and anger. At the end of the section, when Viv has delivered the target card, she also delivers a message for Meredith to “grow up.” While Viv intends the message cruelly, Walther also uses this moment to emphasize that Meredith does indeed need to take the next symbolic step of “growing” more fully through her ongoing healing process. She must grow up, and to do so, she must acknowledge to her safe person, Wit, the deeper guilt and fear she carries—her distress over never having gotten the chance to tell Claire she loved her one last time. Meredith’s growth now requires her to further embrace The Importance of Family while accepting that her connection to Claire was not lessened in any way, just because words of love were not expressed on the day that Claire died.
Thus, Meredith’s confession of these thoughts to Wit represents her attempts to move forward by laying the past to rest, and when Wit assures her that Claire loved her even if it was not verbally expressed, his acceptance allows Claire to continue her healing, which will propel her into the final major theme of the novel—Learning to Become Your Own Person. Thus far, Meredith has always defined herself in relation to Claire; now, it is time for Meredith to grow beyond Claire’s shadow and start to become the person that she should be, separate from her sister’s life and memory.
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